LOYALTY!

Was studying the book of Daniel yesterday and during my quiet time, the Holy Spirit started to convict me.

He made me realize how disloyal I am to God. At first I resisted it but He just won't let me. Somehow I begged for mercy and shook it off.

Do you know those boys were blindly loyal to God? They didn't shift their focus from God and naturally He showed up for them. The funny thing about this is they were not believing God for the mundane things that we spend our energy trying to get, it was all for this God. We naturally gravitate towards the people who are loyal/love us. God loves us all equally but don't forget that the bible also says eyes have not seen what God has prepared for those who love Him.

Every time we look to help ourselves out of any situation or look to man, we have shifted our focus from God and that questions our loyalty to Him. 

Still wonder why He didn't show up in that situation? You were not looking to Him babay!  When you reach heaven in your ripe old age ask uncle Peter why he began to sink on the same water he was walking on.

PASTOR GOODHEART...

When I first heard that Pastor Goodheart was leaving HOTR I was uncomfortable even though it isn't my church. Then I read that he was simply answering the call to destiny and he left without any drama. I became super proud of him.

It would have been a mess if his leaving was controversial because he's One of the fathers of the Pentecostal church in abuja.(the man na principality true)

I've been under his ministration once and I was thoroughly blessed. Many of us haven't recovered from the revival that was wrought that day (we don't want to anyway).

I'm not shocked at the name of his church, that's what he stands for.

I wish everyone who is answering their personal call to destiny makes it as honorable as this, it makes me proud to be a Christian. Well done sir.

The God that called you will hold your hand as you walk with Him till Jesus Taries.

We are not in competition with each other, the real competition is out there.

Psalm 133

HEARTFELT GRATITUDE

I didnt want the protocol department people to spend money celebrating me, there's just been so much in the last few months. I did all the James bond to escape being surprised.
Then they caught me, I was too celebrated.
I was kept in a hotel to chill, and pastor Ib helped them catch me.
My sister and brother were all in on it.

I started the tears from 1159 on the 4th because I read things people had to say about me.
I'm not a nice person to my protocol people because I need the work done.
I was shocked at the things I heard about me. It could not have been me they were talking about, it has to be the person they want me to be.

I don't remember giving anyone my last money , i don't remember crying with anyone, i don't remember fighting anyone over my people, i don't remember being a mother hen, I don't remember giving wise advice, I don't remember teaching anyone. All I remember is how I howl at them when they are not getting work done.

Indeed God uses the foolish things to confound the wise. I don't get it but I'm grateful for it.
When women Pray is churning out women that will change the world, one family at a time.

God bless you all. I'm grateful.

In other news na so I enter elevator for hotel Nepa take light. I bind every thing that wants to turn my joy into mourning in Jesus name.

Psalm 90:12

DUE PROCESS

I'm so tired of apologizing to everyone about why I've not written in a while. Truth is I've been extremely busy. I'm doing many things and also like I explained to Reverend Ethel, I don't want to write from my flesh, cos then nothing will make sense.

I honestly think I've found my pot of oil, (Like the widow of zarephat ). One day I'd write the breakdown of this revelation.

Anyway I read a  short story about the man who helped a struggling butterfly out of its cocoon and the butterfly had to live the rest of its life with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never flew, it didn't fulfil destiny because of the shortcut.

Many of us, (yours truly included) don't like the process of squeezing that ultimately leads to our balanced growth. It is not easy at all but it is needed.

I'm going through a process of accepting what God has obviously called me for. I have been told, I have dreamt it, I have seen small small signs but meeeeeehn. 

I wasn't actively fighting against it, but I wasn't actively working towards it either. 

I'm learning a few stuff along the way, I'm gaining strength, hopefully gaining maturity, gaining wholeness .

Many times I want to give up, especially when it becomes unbearable (which is the shortcut) I remember that I need balanced growth.  Many times I want to dislike the people God is using to chisel me, but I remember that I need balanced growth, I don't necessarily like the process but I need balanced growth.

I jus kient deal with a swollen body with shriveled wings so hard as the process will be, I go try take am.

Hopefully I'm back to writing.

Happy October! 

Hebrews 12:11